| I'M UP
still can't sleep =/
don't know what to write about...
i ate too much
NOW
- red lipstick
- show
- dance
- beach
- apartment
i'm thinking about going back home...i kind of miss staten island
if i'm home i can't sing but i'll feel more comfortable (generally)
if i'm in the city i can sing but i feel less comfortable
okay stupid entry..i think ill write in my personal journal it's more fun because i can draw =)
good night
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| i'm done i'm done i'm done i'm done i'm done........how............EXCITING
- red lipstick
- dance
- hurr
- beach
- that's all folks
i'm......................done
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| i forgot about xanga because i started my own personal journal =) oops..
finals are almost over thank God*
there's only one more paper and one more project to be finished, i really wish i meant the only part
i've been putting off what should be the most important thing in my life right now
i talk about this all the time but i never seem to really do anything about it
i lost my connection and my real, genuine faith in him
so much happened in the last two years and i'm realizing now that it sort of reflected my behavior and my relationship with him at the time
i think the root of my unhappiness goes back to my lack of faith
acknowledging this now seems to be timed or something
he works in some funky ways
everyone i know who is really happy, regardless of all the stress and other pain, has a relationship with him
i remember becoming really absorbed in all my blessings and soon i forgot where they came from...ended up expecting too much from people...then i gave up and stopped caring about everything and i was miserable...in a nutshell
things seem to be picking up now though, maybe because i have hope?
now i just have to stop driving dani crazy...poor thing
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| pandora.com - wonderful, thank you rich ramones
just find me when you need me
adjust me to fit into your schedule, please
be a hypocrite
you are so annoying
it's so easy to be a bitch so take the hard route and be a good person
open up and become vulnerable
just block out all the bad and good will filter in
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| Procrastinating again so I thought of xanga....
Almost summer time!! This summer will not go to waste
- summer class
- disney world
- florida
- VA beach
- license
- duplex/hoboken
- puppy
- volunteer
- gym
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